
First off...
I wanna apologize to anybody and everybody who read my recent blog posts...
I juz wanted to set my feelings straight...
And if wad i wrote offended u in anyway, I'm sorry...
I hope u do not judge me...
I am still human...
I have flaws... Hell, everybody got flaws...
So please do not judge me...
It was something I had to do...
I actuali planned on doing a part 3...
But i came to my senses and finally realised all this is bullshit...
Itz gud dat im letting it all out but i juz feel itz does anything gud for me...
So now, this is where i take my next step in life...
I'm gonna change...
I'm gonna get rid of all dat shit...
Get a new attitude...
Start changing my wardrobe and everything...
Itz a new me...
And he juz got reborn right now...
Which probably is de reason why i need a job...
Nobody said change didn't come with a price...
In my case, itz de real green im needing...
Can't change my wardrobe without cash...
Haha...
So anybody who got a job opening, im all ears...
Life's been good so far...
Went out with Fida on Monday...
It was our 1st date in months...
Went to watch Blood: The Last Vampire...
I'd give a rating bout 2.5/5 stars...
Action is good but too many computerised effects...
The blood was computerised, the demon was computerised...
So it didn't have de wowness i wanted...
Gonna start working out tomorrow...
Need to lose the flabs I've put on the last year...
Never realise being in poly could take up all ur time and ur left with nothing...
But i got 3 weeks till school starts...
Got all de time in de world...
All in all, my so called confession really helped me recognise one thing...
I'm not doing anything to change...
So basically it was gud coz i let all my problems out but it was bad coz all i did was letting all my problems out...
Wow... The contradiction...
Well, Im gonna end this post with an impromtu poem...
A talent I had which I lost a long time ago and hoping to rekindle it back...
Haha...
***The water runs dry to an ocean near...
Head, hands and feet...
All frozen by fear...
Jump should the boy or just wait...
Till the crashing waves takes his fate...
Sins done, none forgiven...
His life now plunged into a forgotten...
Plagued by by deception, depression and disguise...
All but truth came from his lies...
Hurt were others, both skin and soul...
How can a man be so cold???
The answer was never to be said...
For the taboo in which it calls the valley of the dead...
But answered it was and now he sees...
The jump of desperation or the death of freed???
He close his eyes and smiles small...
"A chance I take and will see it all"***
Welcoming myself... As a Hardcore Kid and a Gentleman to society...
Labels: Gentleman Of Hardcore
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